Winter goals

as we slowly decsend into the winter months everything starts to go downhill. why can't life always be summer?

sometimes at night when I cant fall asleep I lay and dream about summer. walking down our long windy road bare foot with shanna..our destination usually the little kid park where we jump the fense to get in.

or meteor showers with Michael my cousin..laying outside on the ground all night just to watch as stars fall out of the sky and we make wishes for better things..for our amazing dreams..on every single one.

or hanging out with Rachel and Kelly. sitting on their back porch jamming out to Lizzie mcquire music, laughing, painting out nails, hanging out with the fuzzies (kitties) and laughing at teetee meowing at us. and hanging out in the vineyard walking around edgartown with aj singing if I was a rich girl, and pointing out cute guys on south beach.

or going to the beach with bridgit and Maeve..laughing at mike the lifeguard making goofy faces at us and swimming out to the dock just so we can lay there and sun tan.

or going to starbucks with Macy then sneaking our Carmel fraps into the movie theatre under our jackets without the movie employees seeing us.

or hanging in the basement with Chloe..straitening out hair and taking funny pictures then jumping in the 60 degree pool only to jump right back out and take hot showers.

YEAHHH..summers a blast. it's like you can escape the cold winter hibernation cave where you hide yourself and all that is happy for you. it's all just short shorts, hot guys, the sun, and bikinis. there's no worries about being judged. being yourself is easy. now that winter is upon us I'm scared to go in that dark cave where I can't find myself or what I want out of my winter. so I'm gonna set some goals for myself right now
2011/2012 winter goals for Nathalie:
always finding one positive thing in bad situations
always having a smile on my face when I'm with people I love
never doubting god or anything he has planned
and ALWAYS being myself!!(:

talk to you guys later xoxo